surrender.

My love for you shall never falter though pain and hurt ensue, for you have given blood and tear so why should I not too?.
I many times feel ended and that finally I've fallen too far, and in that time lord you know is when your love is my all in all.
I am a stubborn coot,with bad habits that pile high and far; and yet I know you still love me and I cannot figure out why?
I count this a pleasent mystery how you can love me so, and count it a pleasure and priviledge to be your bride who loves you so.
So in spite of my many blunders and slip-ups without end you would give your life for me over and over so why should I not do as well again?
I thank for loving me full and complete each day;and also for the breakings and spankings that keep me from going astray.
I am indebted to you lord for much more than ere I could pay so help me be your faithfull lover and good servant day by day.I count this a happy honor to live a life by your side and one day meet you in heaven that we may ever abide.
So keep me faithfull lord jesus,break me and move me at will,let me yeild to your calling and shed all my pride and self will.
I humbly surrender and kneel now and give me heart and soul, I praise you for the hearbreaks and beg you to keep me,a broken man before you lord so that forever in your service I'll be.

take me lord and make me thine.

(Jesus speaking)......You, My son, are a soldier. Thank you for every battle fought and every victory won, you have no idea how much each one means to Me. I want you close, ever so close at this time, for how can you do my work without my spirit anointing you and carrying you through. I long to hold you closer then I ever have before, for you need me closer then ever before. Trust Me that as you take this time that I need and require, you will be renewed in ways you have longed for all your life. Trust me my love. I have said that those who love Me the most follow Me the closest, so I now ask that you trust Me enough to lay all the work, pressures and even pleasures in My hands. For then I am given full rein in your life. What do you want to accomplish? What goals do you have? I can make them all come true. I want you to re-evaluate your life, and what you want to do with it. For I wish to work mighty things through you. And as you let my plans become your plans, this will become a reality. I long to take what talents, skills and even mistakes I have given you and make you even more useful in My hands. So the jest of this message is this; let down your feeble attempts in your life. Lay them down and watch me do what you can't. This will come about as you take the needed time with me and yield to me every part of your life. I love you son and this is also a message of love and admiration for all you do for Me. Stay the course, run your race and continue to make me proud. I love you...Jesus

I liked this because I believe that especially with my life this has been the only I can ever make through is; learning to work closer with him at every turn. TTL it’s a work in progress but if you ever do go through long term battles or trials, be they physical or spiritual the only way I have found is surrender to him I see the difference when I am and when I am holding onto my own way. I am thankful that I can go through things because not only do they bring me closer to him but I learn the ecstasy of being a yielded bride.

The answer?

What must i do lord?I cry the tears of a fustrated man,let me see your promise fullfilled. I cry to you now deliver her from the pain, It hurts to see the one I love in the agony of pain.I know the miracle you have promised, give me faith to see it my love.a ghost is what i see before me, a shell of her former self; once so full of life she would put others happiness above her own and esteem even this poor fools joy paramount. Now as i look I can only cry for I am helpless to see, I must only trust that you know better than me.I give to you anything that would stand in the way, my deepest secrets or wrongs i dispell now. I only beg that you give full life and health to this one I love so, and give me the faith to trust that you do only what is best for her whom you love more than I ever could.