Thursday, July 12, 2007

The breakings that make us stronger.

thank you all for your prayers and notes marieanne is doing alot better. when we prayed to day the lord gave me this for us.(Jesus speaking)This is the day of miracles. This is the day where as you reach out in faith you will receive. I love you my son, and although many times I have had to break you and remake you, it is because of how much I love you. Count it joy my love when you fall and feel as if you are broken; because then I can remake you in my fashion. You are truly David, a man after my heart, but a man of faults and failings that I have broken again and again. Through each trial, failure and breaking I bring you closer to me. I know you try and cover up your brokenness with folly or a front for others because you are afraid to show your side that I have made. The side of a broken heart truly in love with me and passionate for me. You are afraid others will not understand or that it seems out of the ordinary for a man like you to be this way. You have made it this far because of your love for me, because of your desire to be mine and be my bride. I want you to get rid of your fronts now, don’t fear the opinons, scoffs, or words of others; but let go and truly be free in me. I am breaking you and MarieAnne right now, I am remaking you once more and calling you to put aside all else but your love and passion for me.

You know how you sit at night and all you feel is trials of the day or the fear of what will happen to marieane or even to your life for me? These feelings are from me because I am trying to make you fully lean on me. Right now you do lean on me but every now and again you run off in your own arm and this is where I am working, I want you fully mine, fully given over to me and fully and completely broken and remade in my form.
The greatest gift I have given you is a broken heart, and a love and understanding for others, a listening ear. But these are the gifts you hide away because you are afraid of the opinions of others and you don’t want to seem as if you are nothing, but this is your greatest gift from me, let your true self come forth, and embrace the gift I have given you. Enjoy the breakings and revel in our love .destroy the fronts and be the man I have made you. Thank me through your breakings, thank me through your tears don’t be ashamed of them; and fear not to let others see and know of your need and dependence on me.


Your passion and desire for me, this gift I give you of a broken heart and a soul tried in the fire and remade, are your strengths and the part of you that I want you to emphasize for from these you will gain the victory, and from these you will have become the gold pulled from the fire. I must burn out the impurities that you may become priceless. Fear not the breaking but rejoice, for the sweet smell of your tears, are to me as ecstasy for I know that as you allow these breakings it brings us closer together. The miracle is done! The healing is there for you and Marianne, one in the flesh and one in the spirit now reach out and receive them in faith and rejoice in your breakings and thank me for the sweet perfume of souls given to me fully by my most beautiful brides. I love you. thank you all for your prayers they are the greatest gift you can give. love mike

2 comments:

Teeny said...

I've been praying for you guys so much. I'm so glad that marianne is doing better! Ptl, GBY I love you.

Jaz, Clare and Dune said...

praying for her!!!